what is it that makes us think we are any different

I read an article in a surfing magazine last time i was in indo, it was all about how over the last couple/few years the place had become over run with westernised shit (drunk dick heads out at night, sober dick heads crowding the surf, high dick heads writing articles about how good it was when they first went there.....).
As i read through i was agreeing remembering a lot less dicks there the first time i had travelled there and for a little bit i had this thought in my head that i was some sort of a pioneer and had more right to the juice that was being squeezed out of indonesia..... yup i'm a dick head.... i slapped myself and thought it's inevitable that enjoyable things beget more people wanting a sample. It posses a very ugly truth, (almost like realising your at your peak) appreciating that you are enjoying something new, because your knowledge and more so your advertisement of said enjoyment is ultimately the undoing of its allure.

I have been in japan for a week or so and my cheek bones are slowly breaking down to pulp from the battering they are coping every time i realise i'm thinking like a dick(and on the flip cause i'm smiling so hard most of the time). It is so hard not to notice their are a lot more english speaking people on the slopes and their is a lot more tracks through places that remained untracked for days last time I was here. I've even heard my self complain about it once or twice(something that i am very embarrassed by) Whom am i to complain or even judge before i came here there were other westerners getting even less crowds and before them only the Japanese were enjoying the fruits to themselves and before the lifts were here maybe only the few keen hikers had a taste.....but the fact remained the same as soon as they hiked that first run and told their friend it was over the unavoidable vortex of crowds on the slopes, crowds in the bars and crowds writing stupid blogs about the topic had been opened and with every person it sucks in it gets bigger and bigger.......... In closing when will it stop? will there be a point where all the fun things in the world are being done by to many people that their is no room for newbies.. and what will they do, if there isn't fun anymore will their be a new emotion invented or past time or if i keep thinking down this thought road will i end up at the what is death and why are we here questions..... yup.... fuck.... i need to go watch porn so i dont scare myself into for ever nothing thoughts peace out boy or girl scout depending on gender

a happy place for now?